flood gates open or closed
god damn
one minute
and then the next
with mood
Monday, November 28, 2011
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
beyond shitty poetry
DON'T GET TOO COMFORTABLE
say the wrong thing at just that moment
TALK TALK TALK TALK
SAY EVERYTHING You"RE THINKING BECAuSE THEY CAN ALREADY SEE IT ON YOUR FACE.
shit is starting to get real. That's good and bad.
paintings will be killer
rrr
rr
r
r
rrr
rrrr
but everything else goes to shit
interpersonal relationships
health
beauty
sleep patterns
communication skills
my feet are cold
say the wrong thing at just that moment
TALK TALK TALK TALK
SAY EVERYTHING You"RE THINKING BECAuSE THEY CAN ALREADY SEE IT ON YOUR FACE.
shit is starting to get real. That's good and bad.
paintings will be killer
rrr
rr
r
r
rrr
rrrr
but everything else goes to shit
interpersonal relationships
health
beauty
sleep patterns
communication skills
my feet are cold
Friday, October 28, 2011
sacred spaces
they seem to know more
unaware of my affect
hard for me to take
ideas are there
but so hard to express them
clearly honestly
came to the art show
you trying to imagine
what this all feels like
as hard as you try
it just can't happen smoothly
my demons still lurk
your smell disgusts me
i cringe as you try to help
isn't that just sad?
"beep beep beep beep
who got the keys to the jeep?
VROOM" missy
it's not about you though
it's about me
i don't care what you think
actually not true.
Look a pretty thing
just a place to rest your eyes
behind them much more
zone out on the tree out the window
let your eyes focus there
your body is forgotten
just your head
that's all that matters
you're in.
so much happening up here
down there
so tired
always need to cry
it's welling
it hurts
then relief just as fast
sometimes
self medicate just to cope
but is it better than the alternative?
will i still feel?
will i still create?
when it hurts so bad i don't care
but afterward i see what is left behind
unaware of my affect
hard for me to take
ideas are there
but so hard to express them
clearly honestly
came to the art show
you trying to imagine
what this all feels like
as hard as you try
it just can't happen smoothly
my demons still lurk
your smell disgusts me
i cringe as you try to help
isn't that just sad?
"beep beep beep beep
who got the keys to the jeep?
VROOM" missy
it's not about you though
it's about me
i don't care what you think
actually not true.
Look a pretty thing
just a place to rest your eyes
behind them much more
zone out on the tree out the window
let your eyes focus there
your body is forgotten
just your head
that's all that matters
you're in.
so much happening up here
down there
so tired
always need to cry
it's welling
it hurts
then relief just as fast
sometimes
self medicate just to cope
but is it better than the alternative?
will i still feel?
will i still create?
when it hurts so bad i don't care
but afterward i see what is left behind
Thursday, September 22, 2011
my real audience
what if everyone
becomes my real audience
instead of pretend
sure im a vulture
spit on meat in the trash can
yeah this is my life
grumpy like a bitch
you don't want to talk to me
but really i mean
why did i do that
gotta have an audience
cant just love yourself
becomes my real audience
instead of pretend
sure im a vulture
spit on meat in the trash can
yeah this is my life
grumpy like a bitch
you don't want to talk to me
but really i mean
why did i do that
gotta have an audience
cant just love yourself
Saturday, September 17, 2011
Friday, September 16, 2011
Portrait from an old photo by Sarah Refvem
Portrait from an old photograph by Sarah Refvem
Soft Pastel
28 by 42 inches
2011
Monday, September 12, 2011
gotta write em down before you forget
definitely saw
grandma with a racing stripe
today in Eugene
How goes wooing the client?
i know you like phineas and ferb but we have a family rule that we don't buy food with a cartoon character on it
Some Kurt Vonnegut Jr. Quotes from what I've so far read of Sirens of Titan:
"Rumfoord's palm was callused, but not horny like the palm of a man doomed to a single trade for all of his days. The calluses were perfectly even, made by the thousand happy labors of an active leisure class."
"A weak, prissy, Eagle-Scoutish word..."
"The purpose of the collection had been to prove how generous and useful and sensitive billionaires could be. The collection had turned out to be a perfectly gorgeous investment, as well.
'That takes care of art,' said Rumfoord."
"What Beatrice had done with her face, actually, was what any plain girl could do. She had overlaid it with dignity, suffering, intelligence, and a piquant dash of bitchiness."
grandma with a racing stripe
today in Eugene
How goes wooing the client?
i know you like phineas and ferb but we have a family rule that we don't buy food with a cartoon character on it
Some Kurt Vonnegut Jr. Quotes from what I've so far read of Sirens of Titan:
"Rumfoord's palm was callused, but not horny like the palm of a man doomed to a single trade for all of his days. The calluses were perfectly even, made by the thousand happy labors of an active leisure class."
"A weak, prissy, Eagle-Scoutish word..."
"The purpose of the collection had been to prove how generous and useful and sensitive billionaires could be. The collection had turned out to be a perfectly gorgeous investment, as well.
'That takes care of art,' said Rumfoord."
"What Beatrice had done with her face, actually, was what any plain girl could do. She had overlaid it with dignity, suffering, intelligence, and a piquant dash of bitchiness."
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
new words that i put together
test
tame me? get bored again? i was ashamed. am i like them?
probably.
i see the boys too
and go all or nothing here
naked or closed up
1hr 17min
turning a 3d world 2d
a painted 2d surface into 3d illusion
it's good for me
we love like you so don't forget to be nice to me
constantly good vs sometimes bad and sometimes great
don't hold bac
k girl!
ok crunch time go
so many things to get done
think i can do it
yeah
a poem
i am on the plane
(the other day)
again
(today)
another poem
neath the pale
moon light
thanks scrabble
"We're just a bleep on the computer screen over there in omaha ne
braska
"
worry about being better than other people
lets scramble
you early outsiders
don't forget to be an animal
************************************
stop being sick you bitch
make them love it all see the good stuff if you. can
everyone is like that so don't feel too special.
waa waa you need someone to hold you down. do it internally
it is trained. you are smart you can learn. you need to
remember to keep your head straight but keep an open mind
distinguish between good and bad advice.
keep a food in reality because people are cute. and help
***************************
bad turn on a cell
reminds me of this horrid
thing that i saw once
its so cold today
and it looks like it will rain
so try to bundle
if we get along
shouldn't you take some action
before a lost chance
too much lox and cheese
my diet can't handle it
for fear of my crap
to steal a small glance
or to rub up against you
the devil is in
my thoughts circulate
isn't he always lurking
the devil that is
for you are my crave
red the color of much lust
i painted my nails
go away you bee
there's no pollen here for you
oh honey come back
carnivorous bee
does it add your honey strength
to steal fish from me
many ideas
are not as good as they seem
but maybe some are
tame me? get bored again? i was ashamed. am i like them?
probably.
i see the boys too
and go all or nothing here
naked or closed up
1hr 17min
turning a 3d world 2d
a painted 2d surface into 3d illusion
it's good for me
we love like you so don't forget to be nice to me
constantly good vs sometimes bad and sometimes great
don't hold bac
k girl!
ok crunch time go
so many things to get done
think i can do it
yeah
a poem
i am on the plane
(the other day)
again
(today)
another poem
neath the pale
moon light
thanks scrabble
"We're just a bleep on the computer screen over there in omaha ne
braska
"
worry about being better than other people
lets scramble
you early outsiders
don't forget to be an animal
************************************
stop being sick you bitch
make them love it all see the good stuff if you. can
everyone is like that so don't feel too special.
waa waa you need someone to hold you down. do it internally
it is trained. you are smart you can learn. you need to
remember to keep your head straight but keep an open mind
distinguish between good and bad advice.
keep a food in reality because people are cute. and help
***************************
bad turn on a cell
reminds me of this horrid
thing that i saw once
its so cold today
and it looks like it will rain
so try to bundle
if we get along
shouldn't you take some action
before a lost chance
too much lox and cheese
my diet can't handle it
for fear of my crap
to steal a small glance
or to rub up against you
the devil is in
my thoughts circulate
isn't he always lurking
the devil that is
for you are my crave
red the color of much lust
i painted my nails
go away you bee
there's no pollen here for you
oh honey come back
carnivorous bee
does it add your honey strength
to steal fish from me
many ideas
are not as good as they seem
but maybe some are
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
New art from old photographs by Sarah Refvem
Sarah Refvem
"Man and His Dog"
2011
Soft Pastel on Asphalt Paper
32 x 57 in
Sarah Refvem
"Hold Still!"
2011
Acrylic on Canvas
48 x 51 inches
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
quote turned poem
accidental poem of the day
it was across from my moms church
the youth pastor was buying porn
and recognized me and jetted
it was across from my moms church
the youth pastor was buying porn
and recognized me and jetted
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Down to BIzzness!
SO excited! New Tune-Yards album w h o k i l l comes out April 19, 2011. Say yay yay!
Hegemony
feed yer tummy
Kill the dummies
oil fills the drummies
a dolla for the bummies
holla
my pups got
a silver dog colla
better that than two ballas
can't get a bitch pregnant
"well aint HE a gent!"
sorry, i had to vent
like my mental space is bent
cuz my fathers indecent.
tv
last i heard
you were back on board
now you're just bored
careful, i'll pull that cord
don't think i won't
the last plane has flownt
you're stuck
with only two bucks
are you tired of this?
i'm starting to feel shame
in forget of my game
or maybe just the fame.
i want paint to be my name.
"I get kinda hectic inside." -Mariah
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Today we will read Poetry
Hi people.
I have five minutes before I leave for the airport. My life feels like this:
!!@3334$$##
I wrote a poem:
this is called 'a real poet'
fast paced life slow mind control as soft as last
dream mind scheme stitch da peezez oh bajeesus
circles and squares find your pairs
listen to the clock that dude iz a jock
itz all a crock your life trialz a mock
pick a pock
et
of your enemy hegemony
veggies with honey
in your tummy....for the bunnies
that
doesn't quite rhyme you dummy.
my cheekz and hair are rojo
this text is from my broho. he is sick and lacks
the mojo.
at least he is also a rojooooo.
the bearenstain berz
who cares
what did he do in florida?????
he wants a brick for his sheep
in too deep i feel like a creep beep beep!!!
mozes, drinkin from hoses
you got nothin cuz yer nuthin
don't show your cards and avoid a nip
slip at all cost.
I have five minutes before I leave for the airport. My life feels like this:
!!@3334$$##
I wrote a poem:
this is called 'a real poet'
fast paced life slow mind control as soft as last
dream mind scheme stitch da peezez oh bajeesus
circles and squares find your pairs
listen to the clock that dude iz a jock
itz all a crock your life trialz a mock
pick a pock
et
of your enemy hegemony
veggies with honey
in your tummy....for the bunnies
that
doesn't quite rhyme you dummy.
my cheekz and hair are rojo
this text is from my broho. he is sick and lacks
the mojo.
at least he is also a rojooooo.
the bearenstain berz
who cares
what did he do in florida?????
he wants a brick for his sheep
in too deep i feel like a creep beep beep!!!
mozes, drinkin from hoses
you got nothin cuz yer nuthin
don't show your cards and avoid a nip
slip at all cost.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Pinstriping, life being cool, and Francis Bacon being isolated.
Pinstriping is a cool painting technique that Ron Graff introduced to me. I got a few of the brushes and some sign paint. I wonder how I can explore this style further! Here's a video of pinstriping. You'll have nothing but grins.
Joanna Newsom, Degas, paint making in my new studio,
My life is full of good stuff right now! Other important information: I am learning how to loom weave. Hard but fun. Pictures to come.
Oh, also, Francis Bacon is cool.
Joanna Newsom, Degas, paint making in my new studio,
My life is full of good stuff right now! Other important information: I am learning how to loom weave. Hard but fun. Pictures to come.
Oh, also, Francis Bacon is cool.
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