my first email address

was crashgirl59@hotmail.com

applied expressionism

contemporary painting got lost in the fury of conceptualism.

painting is controlled automatism

my head is lost in school.

wonder what the world is without that solid ground?

maybe i should go to business school...

oh, and p.s mom

i make my rules after graduation.

i know what i SHOULD do

i know what i WANNNNNA do.

i'm not sure if it's blind faith

but something is telling me

things will work out okay for me.

at least in the short term

but maybe long term as well?

yet to be determained

lofty goals can be met too soon

slow down

bad advice

present myself differently in da future

one week til my show

tamed me yet to be determained

not affraid to make an ass of myselffff. or at least not realize you're making an ass of yourself until afterward. naivety works 

la vida

i think i exist
better as a concept than
in reality

smart people sometimes know when they're being fucked over but that doesn't mean they can do anything about it.

smart people sometimes know when they're fucking people over but that doesn't mean they can do anything about it.

well then what good is being smart when it comes to others?

more interesting conversation i guess.




credit - too much or not enough?





artists are the people who feel things, think about things, that other people chose to ignore. that's a pretty heavy burden, yo.

although being self righteous is pretty fun.  (as expressed above)

derive, just drifting through life

balance your ego
because it seems you need it
wild thing to contain

you don't have to try to look cool all the time
in fact you're cooler when you don't
so stay cool, man

betcha could get hired
as a professional muse
sounds quite exhausting

not every advancement needs to be received

learning a variety of cultural expressions of the term 'avant garde'

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The Reeeeeal You Under A Facade
(the internet)


i feel kinda weird posting [this]
but then again
i guess that's what blogging is for.

?

you know, allowing people to read your inner most thoughts
but what if they're weird?
your family might not like that.
not your family, YOU.

weird; i love that word
i've decided it may just describe an entire generation
in the most beautifully accurate way


let's reclaim the word!
WEIRDOS UNITE


first rule of being a weirdo
is learning to spell the word correctly



this is just getting silly now
hehe


oh my god sarah,
are you kinda happy?
that's pretty rare.
especially when it isn't summer


a sunny spring day

vitamin D does lovely things to the soul

 even if you risk a little melanoma


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THE NEXT GENERATION IS HERE
 MY TURN


bananas are so good
but banana peels are so gross

Two Weeks til Week Six

GAL COSTA

 music to paint to for daaaaayys.

  me, about 30 minutes ago:

 above: the early starts of the practice version of a large acrylic painting i am working toward!

here's the reference picture:

the final version will be 55 x 72 inches

weeeeeee'lll seeeeeee how it turns out, but i'm very excited!